Sell my soul like I've been told, pop them till I'm feelin' numb
Under pressure, I won't fold four GPA, you think I'm dumb
My heart's been so cold lately, it's been drowned in rum
I can't even go outside unless there is no f*ckin' sun
I don't wanna play the drum, I don't wanna slap the bass
I'd just rather get a 8-ball and take it to the face
I pray to God it isn't laced, cause if it is then I'm a waste
All my life I've been so scared, will I ever feel safe
I miss being around you, hearing your laugh and holding your hand
I think of you everyday, I hope and I wish that you're doing okay
I want us to go back to the old days
Talk to myself like I'm psychotic, do what I want if I like it, I buy it
Up for 3 days, I've been off of narcotics, don't offer me H, I don't even wanna start it
Pull up in a fast car, she think that it farted, my life's a mess and I wanna restart it
Back to the days when I felt no shame, when I had no hate, when I felt no pain
I was 17, had my heart broken, I was 18, had my life on pause
When I was 19, I was stuck in a fog, now I'm 24 and I have it all
Sprained my wrist, put that shit on froze, calm down bitch
I don't think you know when the shit unfolds, it was never untold
Calm down bitch, I don't think you know
All my friends are trapped inside my head, again
All my friends are trapped inside my head, again