I'm so tired of the same old people Acting like they love me but their hearts are filled with evil
I know, I know
Saying they might ride or die But they'd probably rather die than to stay by my side
Yeah, I know, these things I know, oh
Yeah, I swear it's just me, nigga, I ain't never, I ain't never depended on nobody else
But if I ever did and they helped me I swear to God I love them forever
This shit forever, nigga, I swear to God Yeah, yeah, uh
See, I've been down for a while now Gotta keep my head above the clouds now
I cannot write, I just punch in, it's how I feel Gotta keep it real now, don't shed no tear now
Sickle Cell in my blood, Know i've been fighting for some years now
When we left Lex, they ain't reach out ma look at your kids now
Say they showing love, but it's all fake, I need the real now
Fake niggas posting on the Gram, they bring the reel down
Say I'm heartless and I've been trying to bring it back to where I started
Don't f*ck with them, I changed my number, they can't call me
Asked if I love them, I don't love them, I say hardly
Ride through the rain and all the thunder on the Harley
I swear these niggas, they'll never get me I swear these bitches, they'll never get me
I'm all alone like Master P, bitch, I ain't got no limits
My last name Fisher, mom a Smith and I might get a Wesson
For any nigga try to check me, Glock gon' teach a lesson
I gotta go far just with this money, for that shit, I'm destined
Don't miss no bitch that I done had, I don't know what a ex is
They talk my money, I don't talk, cause I feel like I'm flexing
F*ck with my nigga, so he capped when he said I'm his best man
She left my side and had a baby, Lord, I miss my best friend
I'm tryna wrap my finger around this shit
I'm tryna wrap my finger around this shit
Yeah, if any nigga left my side and they went telling lies
I don't want hear shit about they pride, I want them f*cking die
Don't think I'm bout it, look me deep up in my f*cking eyes
Buried my grandma for some reason, I couldn't f*cking cry
I lost my mama, all my family members told me lies
Don't f*ck with her brothers for that reason, I can't f*cking lie
They text me, call them, I can't call them, I can't f*cking lie
They say I need them, then just call them why they f*cking lie
Yeah, why they f*cking lie
Look in the mirror, who the f*ck am I
I'm feeling wrong, ain't text Stanaja, seen her mama died
But was there for me and watched me cry when my mama died
Yeah, when my mama died
She was there for me when my mama died
And when I see that, I screamed, long live Ivory, yeah
I'm feeling spirits right now, while i'm recording they beside me
Yeah, these fallen angels, Lord, Got on His side
Different angles, hope I'm living right
See, I've been down for a while now
Gotta keep my head above the clouds now
I cannot write, I just punch in, it's how I feel
Said I'm bipolar, how they tell me who I am
I live in real life, ain't posting on the Gram
I'm trying to feel right, I roll me up some grams
Got too much shit on my mind
Too much shit going on
I just make my money and stay out the way, nigga
Got time to play with no nigga, no bitch
No friend, no, no, none of that
I ain't got time for none of that shit, I swear, I don't
I'm in the house alone right now, but it's just me an a full clip
F*ckin' pool stick, nigga, I swear to God
Lock myself in the room and make this whole tape
I swear it's just me, nigga, I swear to God
I'm really up sum
Y'all ain't hear me play it back and turn it up sum
It's just me