YoungNef - Gift Lyrics

I keep losing my faith but im just tryna keep the reaper off
Feel they gave me so much hate they a do anything to see me fall
I told myself when i get straight to never answer when them niggas call
If they had love for me then i promise ill never switch on yall
But im just holding on to you
Aye i feel im not even close enough to you
And i feel im Rodger Davis the way these niggas ride the wave
They ain show love to me back then when i was praying for better days
Never held on to your trust because i already knew that shit was fake
If i put my pain inside this cup then id be sippin for so many days
When i tell my story bout me they probably wont read about it
So many critics round this bitch wont even preach about it
Keep my thoughts inside of my head when i'm hurt wont never speak about it
If i did what niggas did to me nigga to they probably would leave me about it
Wont never get up in they shit ima keep it silent
You was post to love me yesterday if you didn't then i cant be around ya
And tell me that im changing i love it when you just speak about me
I was tryna make you see what i seen but you never seen about it
And i always kept it real
Still up in the hood but im still chasing for the hills
And it seem like i was put here to let yall know about my gift
Different emotions got my body trippin
Never thought i would get hurt but now i guess i get the feeling
And i see that everything ok
Gotta keep it on you if dem niggas play then you spray yeah
I keep losing my faith but im just tryna keep the reaper off
Feel they gave me so much hate they a do anything to see me fall
I told myself when i get straight to never answer when them niggas call
If they had love for me then i promise ill never switch on yall
But im just holding on to you
Aye i feel im not even close enough to you