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If I'm not outside, you find me
I know a couple things about the pain
Rush of motivation, seconds later I'll still feel insane
Appointment cancelations, I know she won't see me
Doctor you can never make these demons leave me
Old friends losing touch, I hope they're missing me
I swear it's not as tough as I thought it would be.
I wish I could feel sad, I'm just always feeling nothing
Always needing someone or something to distract me from irrelevance
Always needing something to bring me up
Drowning all these demons
But the air comes back to their lungs in time
The echoes of that girl trapped in those lines
I've been out of ways to cope
Plastic smiles and plastic hope
Show me the ways of love and fear
Is it too late to learn?
I am still here
Find me
If I'm not outside, you find me
If I could tell you what it's like to look for hope under the darkness
Never striking gold I swear that's not even the hardest part
The hardest part is pretending that I'm alright, and I'm still good
Eventually I'll see past darkness - live in light
Never take for granted how some smiles in the dark seen bright
Even if I'm not
I'll still tell you that I'm alright
I'm still good
I'll still tell you that I'm alright
I'm still good
Drowning all these demons
But the air comes back to their lungs in time
The echoes of that girl trapped in those lines
I've been out of ways to cope
Plastic smiles and plastic hope
Show me the ways of love and fear
Is it too late to learn?
I am still here
Find me
If I'm not outside, you find me
If I'm not outside your house in fifteen
If I'm not breathing then please forgive me
I haven't been able to trade the fear with the good news that I'll never hear
I'm feeling down
Find me bring me up
I'm feeling down
Find me bring me up
I'm feeling down
Find me bring me up
I'm feeling down won't you finally bring me up
