Young Vivid - Nobody's Listening Lyrics

Got a story to tell
But ain't nobody listening so feel deez words like it's braille
If anybody listening I got desires to kill
If it's not the game it's gon be you or myself
Cuz I been going thru hell I'm trynna bring me to heaven
But ain't no haven they sell us gon solace all of these questions
I'm idle
What does it mean to have blessings if you were cursed with acceptance of how you live in yo head while your grip just keep on slipping?
But i gotta save my momma nigga gonna save her
Lord strike any pussy nigga standing in my way for her cuz
That's why I keep treating these songs like my respirator
Cuz i been promising so long. Just be somebody she proud of
Shit I'm trynna live up to my promise
But keep breaking it to moms
Even to GOD
Shit I just feel like an ATHEIST how i stray from you, LORD
Sometimes you not the person you think that u are
Still keeping FAITH just as STRONG
But god I'm just so alone
Gotta keep going ON...
Ohhhhhhhh
You know HOW LONGGG
I been TRYNNA GET ONNNNN
Just let me represent your HEART
And lemme paint all my WORDS
To the world
Pain in my CHESTT like what if I can't go onnn?
OHHHHHHHHHH
Hoahhhhhhhh
We living a life of sin
Live a life of wrong
I came in to make it right and Ima take it all
Do you feel me when I sing when I pour all these scars
I'm just trynna ball
Trynna reach to you, GOD
Dont let me fall
Don't let me fall
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So i just wanna make a word about my testament
How long can I
Wait on my light to glimmer?
It's like the more I try to crawl to it I watch it DIMMER
This is a story of man on journey to hike to his f*cking glory despite all the shortage
Meanwhile I'm out bumping Tory
Rolling thru TO
And trynna find the clouds with the silver linings
God if I'm a star would you please show me the alignments?
Cuz what is sin without cause?
If life's the cost then why I'm lost?
A lot have sinned & climbed on top by doing wrong never worked as hard
But here we are
Still praying LORD don't let me watch my dreams depart
Pardon politics involved I know that we can shake shit off
If they trynna stop the show I'm shooting till the lights back on
Spill my blood to make this art these kids gon hear a rebel's thoughts
Nigga f*ck em all. They lined in chalk, I trip and tie my laces up
And get thru thru projected traumas
And getting thru every storm that's poured
Thru every rain I paint the sun
Don't keep my word then take my soul
Now show me who the f*ck gon stop me as long as it's just me and GOD
I'm just trynna reach
Trynna reach to you GOD
Nobody's listeningg
Can you save my lifeee?
Can you shine my light
Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Pain don't sound good don't it?
I'm trynna make it sound good to you
So listen
Yeah