Young Tuckteazie - Up There Watchin Lyrics

Never thought I'd see the day
I'd have to carry you to that hole
It's just surreal
I thought you'd be one of the last ones left

You know I miss you dawg
But I know you up there watchin
Bunch of young outlaws
Livin' this life without caution

Never will I fall
Cause I ain't got no other options
Feel like a lost cause
But I guarantee I'm not stoppin

First it was Fred V, drown at 17
Then it was Lee D, Matt G rest in peace
Missin' Cole and E, hard quit on them live in the streets
Then it was Scott B, Lord have mercy on my soul

My heart's gettin' cold, numb to the touch
People thinkin' I would fold
But I come back too clutch, my back too strong
Even when everything goin' wrong, give it to God

Feelin' like this life a mirage , feelin' lost
Take a deep breath, gotta pay the cost
Of that fast life, gotta take time to try and get it right
Cause I done made too many mistakes to hesitate and take that early flight

So tonight, I'm lookin' up at the sky
Knowin' y'all lookin' down, never askin' God why
I know it was y'all time, no tryin' to deny
To drowned too many tears here, for a goodbye

You know I miss you dawg
But I know you up there watchin
Bunch of young outlaws
Livin' this life without caution

Never will I fall
Cause I ain't got no other options
Feel like a lost cause
But I guarantee I'm not stoppin

So alone, knowin' you already gone
Off in my own zone, wonderin' why I don't know my own tone
I break down sometimes, lookin' back on the days
When we was fly, ready to die

For what we believed in, the highest heights we was reachin
Thinkin' we was doin' the right thing, f*cked off in the wrong ways
All in when it came down to the chase
Lookin' forward to the day I can see your face

One more time to see the light shine through that smile
Often while closin' my eyes, only to realize you're gone
Gotta stay strong, look up to God for a direction
Crossroads at the intersection, never know when they listenin

Tryin' to keep my head up, cause I know damn well I'ma see my blessings
Cuz I know you up there watchin