Young Prophet - Serenity Lyrics

Faced with the question
Take notes for the lesson
I know i said i wouldn't
But holy shit I'm stressin'
I know I'm young and people
My age are supposed to have fun
But it's like that part was cut short
I wake up with stacks around me
I'ts not what you think
I'm talking bills and I'm drowning
Sometimes i think
Maybe i should quite the rhyming
If i told you I'm okay
Just know i was lying
I show a poker face, while
On the inside I'm dying
I never meant to be a let down
Mom and dad I'm still trying
But it kills me to see anyone of you crying
Everyday, its like we stray
Closer to the alleyway
Closer to the color gray
I made big mistakes early
And i pay, everyday
I talk to god, while
The devil pulls me
Every which way
I cant comprehend the dark shit
Lucifer will say
I see my peers feeling so may
At night he sends a demon to play
I lay in the dark
And let my heart fall apart
I'm feeling so low, I'm feeling so dark
I'm feeling so low, I'm feeling so dark

I just want my close ones to feel the love
Feel everything they've ever dreamed of
I feel so at blame
I feel so damn lame
I feel like I've caused everyone around
Some kinda pain
Stressed out to max
To the point where i need a cane
If i lose everything
I still have myself to gain
Left without a thought
But still have a brain
I want some change but i cant break a dollar
To the rich mother f*cker who said money isn't everything
He probably didn't know what its like to be broke as f*ck
Stressed as f*ck
Depressed as f*ck
And i don't mean to cuss
I just hate when someone thinks they know
What its like to be us
Maybe one day ill be okay