Hold ME... Video (MV)

If this is what life is like without you
I don't want it
Any time i hear something about you
I honestly want to vomit
If i could go back, and take away all your pain
Best believe I'd be the first to stop it
Our connection was so strong, so strong
Not even a satellite could drop it
I still search for pieces of you
All i need is a scent, or the thinnest locket
You found me when i was broken, but your voice
As a natural tonic. Our love was filled with
Pages, Shakespeare finests sonnets
It filled the air, destroyed halleys comet
To be honest, your name was pens favorite topic
I guess it was logic, or maybe cupids comic
Even without you, when i see your name come up in
My notifications I get frolic in my feels
All up in my feels, I lose sight of whats real
Then life hands me the deal...
Yea i wish this part wasnt real
I wish the voices in my head would chill
It sounds like they all wanna kill
I sit and think hard...
Would that be a big deal?
Is that the kinda thing a man does to show
His emotions are real?
Or does he need to live his whole life believing
He has to be made of steal?
Cause i've shed million tears
This separation has given me new fears
I know im a man but could you...
Hold me?...

It used to be, you and me
Love flowed, so beautifully
My words came out lucidly
Then mistakes were made
I look back on what we had so ruefully
You were more than my dime, you were more
Than Kays jewelry. I wanted to be everything
You needed. i wanted to be your reason
The love never died, please dont be fooled
From the tears in my eye. yea these tears
In my eye, are when i realized, that
You could find a better me in every guy
Sometimes, i look to the sky
And hope your looking to
Cause the stars act out every line
Do you really want to be through?
Its so dark out, weird how that matches the inside
You were my favorite hello and my hardest goodbye
You helped a mad man seem sane, the perfect disguise
So perfect in mind, but how that would change in tim
How our two world would collide
Leaving feelings to die
Taking shots, to get denied
Still sleeping alone tonight
Waiting hours for one word replies
But i guess destiny will always decide...
I was so cozy, next to you was homely
But now im lonely
I own the case but i lost the trophy
And now my heart is deteriorating slowly
And now i dont know me, this isnt a change
Back to the old me
You were my one and only...
Id drop everything for you...
But lowkey...
I just want you to hold me