Blue Video (MV)

Looking back on my life like
I brought a gun to a knife fight
Turning on the night lite
And I might write
Like it's fight night
Tied tight
Quite like
The night life
That's my hi light
Looking my life
I owe it all to Christ
Iced out
But I'm hot like I'm spiced out
Talking crap then is lights out
Boy I'm hyped out
Been forever since veins
And I have a lot I've gained
Got some more knowledge in my brain
But they still calling me corny like I'm grain
Hu
Guess some things never change
Rest In Peace Trippie X
Your music was the best
Thank you famous dex
Thank you hopsin
Thank you dax
Thank you NF
You got me thru a lot
Thank you biggie thank you pac
Thank you Pun thank you Nas
These where my idols
They taught me how to handle my rivals
Whenever I felt suicidal I would turn up
They taught me how to flex
They taught me how to dress
They taught me how to understand that I'm blessed
I'm still such a mess
To tell the truth I'm
Missing you
I wanted it to work I really did
But you wanted kids
Imma stick to this biz
Got a little traction and I popped like fiz
I guess that's the way it is
You get some notoriety
And some fame in society
Then you push away your friends
Quietly
The gram ain't reality
If that's your mentality
Then I'm sad to see a fallacy
Your self worth shouldn't be defined by others on this earth
I was at my worst
I was cursed
I was in the dirt
I was last now I'm first
They printing shirts with my name
The followers only numbed the pain like some novocaine