I NEEDA WIN Video (MV)

I needa win
I can't catch me a break I guess I ain't paid off all my sins
F*ck all the doubt, I go get my mind right then back it again
I keep tellin myself it'll all be worth it by the end
But when does it end
Thinkin again
Stuck overthinkin again
I can't be who they try to pretend
Never go back to the old ways but I hear 'em callin to end it all fore it begins
Just want a house on the hill that come with a few acres and space for what's left of my friends
F*ck how I been
I needa win
I ain't nowhere near where I wanna be at
Gettin harder to believe that I got time
I don't wanna have time to think about how I'm doin
So I'm gon keep on tellin ya I been fine
Smoke way too much fore bed, but I still can't sleep
'Nother excuse go and chase highs
Lookin for nothin but searchin for something that I'll never find
And they keep tellin me that better days on their way
Well I guess I'm just gettin impatient
I ain't have no choice but go out and get it
I never been one to just sit around waitin
Throw my problems in a backwood and face it
F*ck all irrelevant shit I'm too busy
Take you a couple of L's to come up with a million
A few of em f*cked up my kidneys
Ion like the cold but my heart froze
Never fold stand solid on my ten toes
Imma always find a way, how it all goes down
Last thing that I'd do is bring a broke bitch 'round
Spent my whole life tryina be a good guy
Just a few things I never seem to get right
Like how to take it slow, how to sit tight
You ain't keepin it movin you fallin behind
Now I needa win
I can't catch me a break I guess I ain't paid off all my sins
F*ck all the doubt, I go get my mind right then back it again
I keep tellin myself it'll all be worth it by the end
But when does it end
Thinking again
Stuck overthinkin again
I can't be who they try to pretend
Never go back to the old ways but I hear em callin to end it all fore it begins
Just want a house on the hill that come with a few acres and space for what's left of my friends
F*ck how I been
I needa win