A couple of days pass
Blunt passed straight gas
And I made cash
Only a couple dollars though
Enough for me to holler though
That music life is all I know
Wake up fall like domino
Do this through the autumn ho
And think about my cash flow
And how much I be missing
You and me kissing
Got me wishing
Back to when we was children
The love that we was building
Thought I had the deed
But traded it for some speed
And thought money's all I need
I was wrong it's alright though
But my pain it just might show
When I see you at my show
I'll just wave
Then act like it never happen
To hide my true reaction
My intent was so distracting
I wanted you happy, what happened
Happens to be me
I was an issue
Cause I was to headstrong
To admit that I miss you
And admit that I was wrong
Took us to long to realize
5 months and crying eyes
I told you this, it wasn't lies
I'm sorry
Last time I saw you it's been a couple months
I done made it out a couple ruts
Loss of my friends lead to a loss of trust
Consolidating my problems in an empty lust
Blaming you might not have been just
But it's what felt right
In spite
Thoughts draining and forming this painting
The stain of this earth
Seems to be anybody who feel they deserve
Any bit of happiness that's why they desert
Leading some to do some drugs and pop em a perk
Love lost, love found, doesn't ease all the hurt