Yohan The Misfit - Weight Of Eternity (Demo Version) Lyrics

I used to paint your portraits on the walls of my soul in vivid colors because I Love you - and I named it Home - gave you the best I had to give you told me you were in love but then soon after you left me for dead covered in blood,

I used to hold you so very close to me i was nereshed by your heart beat - so beautiful and intimate that a thousand poems could not express the ways your presence was Heaven sent - in the midst of hell you were my Angel yet,

There was a time I Loved you so - I'd give you everything I owned because if you were mine then I was whole - two halves of one - one heart one soul,

There was a time - I was so Love blind that I refused to see what was in front of my eyes - our Love was doomed because you and I were not meant to be yet I claimed you as mine,

I stuck around through the disrespect - I fought to make us work forcing pieces together - I forgave everytime you showed Hate and neglect - I Cherrished your heart and it turned me to an addict,

I Loved you too much and I see that's my flaw - I don't know to half-ass it so I gave you my all - and when you saw that it scared you so you pulled away - justify it how you wish - why you did what you did,

And I was the fool - left holding the bags - unconditional Love always too much to ask - a hearts a heavy burden - and mine slip from your hands - and I Love you to this day - but that's exactly why we could never last. How tragic.