INTRO Video (MV)

Built my walls high as eyes can see
I just needed privacy
Spent my nights letting clouds roam free
Now I can't see the light in me no more
I can't see no I can't see the light in me
I can't see no I can't see the light in me

See I got battles with myself that on the surface aren't seen
I swung right my lungs tight
But who I'm fightin' is it me
Got too many voices screamin'
How does one man fight a team
You see a show but can imagine episodes behind the scenes
What if I told you that I struggle
Would you watch me ball only expecting my fumble
What if I told you that I've stumbled
Would you retrace all my steps to find my last run in with trouble
What if I told you I was christian
Would you want for me to rap about how Jesus is my king
Or throw me west cause looking north ain't as straightforward
As a young lil what's his name
Always sipping lean
What if I told you I just wanna feel accepted
That making music is just my way to heal rejection
Just let it be
Nah it don't bug me I done learned my newest lesson
People take your biggest fear and turn it right into their weapon
Used to tell me puff my chest out
Then saw me standing tall and noticed that my neck out
Nah I ain't humble you can't play me with that fake doubt
Just started going in don't be surprised when I'm the best out
I'm heated let me vent now
I'm home now watch me settle in
You gassed up watch your pedal thin
My time now don't you meddle in
See the crowd live like a medal win
Just a young kid from the meadowlands
Bring my tone down don't wanna yell again
This my rookie year just my season one
And you still treat me like a veteran

Ugh let me try it one more time sorry
Who hurt you