I try to be a better man, been trying since day one
Looking back on my old days and the bad things that I've done
And all them battles in my life I should've won
I run away from the old me, but old me's running fast
There's a thousand things I didn't see, I see now repairing the past
I was crying for help, I thought I wouldn't survive
I was burning in hell, I was burning alive
I thought for so long that fighting would make me strong
Didn't do much for me, it only got me a few sad songs
It was finally over no more clouds no more shade
The day that I got down on my knees, looked up and prayed
Thinking bout it all now, I'm grateful to be free
From loads of heavy burdens that was slowly killing me
I was crawling on my path not knowing I was my worst enemy
Once I thought I'm done suffering, I'm gonna forget who I've been
I bet my demons heard it they uppercut me once again
I was crying for help, I thought I wouldn't survive
I was burning in hell, I was burning alive
I thought for so long that fighting would make me strong
Didn't do much for me it only got me a few sad songs
It was finally over no more clouds no more shade
The day that I got down on my knees, looked up and prayed
I was crying for help, I thought I couldn't survive
I was burning in hell, I was burning alive
I thought for so long that fighting would make me strong
Didn't do much for me it only got me a few sad songs
It was finally over no more clouds no more shade
The day that I got down on my knees, looked up and prayed
The day that I got down on my knees, looked up and prayed
The day that I got down on my knees, looked up and prayed
I was crying for help, I thought I couldn't survive
I was burning in hell, I was burning alive