Maybe it's trust issues
Maybe it's trust issues
Maybe it's trust issues
Did you get my text I know it's on delivered
I don't want to be too much right now
Told me you need space and girl I get it
I know we're both hurt right now
Don't take what I say for granted
Don't take what I say
To the heart
To the heart
To the heart
I know what I dish out caused some damage
I didn't mean it that way
I don't mean to be aggressive
Baby I'm just in survival mode
I got trauma I'm neglecting
I just never felt loved before
Everybody that come around me
Seem like they're only in it
For something beneficial
So if you love me
Don't make it hard to tell
Usually people come around
Then end up wanting someone else
Falling for potential
Seems to have to always fail
Why would you drag me in
Then go right for the kill
Expensive pain
Im the one right here left with the bill
I just
I just
I just
I just want to be happy
Maybe If I didn't make it a habit of taking that hurt and just bottle it in
Maybe If I would've took the time to do some healing
The past would go right through the wind
Maybe go get some new friends
I'm so introverted
I don't know it don't make sense
I'm not projecting on you I'm just scared
Honesty i don't even trust myself
She wondering why I'm so stuck in my ways
Won't let nobody in to try to come help me
My life took a turn
Never thought it would go this way
Wish you was more on my side than my shoulder blade
No matter how times I cried and cried and cried
The hurt just won't go away
I try so hard to reach perfection
I just wish someone really believed in me
Not the kind where you telling your friends
Girl he's gonna make it I'm tryna get cheese out him
They just want to be my eye candy
They never care what i can be
I got good heart
I wish I was smart enough to stop using it