I Don't Wanna Ever See Cali Video (MV)

Who the hell I'm supposed to talk to when I feel so under pressure
No logic to this weather's bipolar
Man I miss drinking soda, but shits not good for my body
Anybody could tell you I'm just not good at no copying
Then why the hell am I coppin
Cuz I just said I was stoppin
Repeat my days just so often
Mixed signals blown in the wind
Hated part life that it soften
Feel like I'm growin a limb
Now I feel conscious when dreamin
I feel real lucid not juicin
I feel real stupid when leaving the hardest, darkest part in my life
Lookin back when I feel it
The eyes of envy the greed in the people I thought were closest
That shit hurts bad when you notice
But no distractions stay focus
Lotus like my water in motion
Forever flowin locmotive
Cut syllables off like they people
Dont need em' when I see evil
I seize it like I'm an exorcist
I dont care if shits lethal
They did not care for my people
Why should I care for they feelings
Man I'm not here from free wheelin
I think I'm here for they healin but

I don't wanna ever see Cali
I don't wanna be no celebrity
I don't wanna ever be fame
And I don't wanna leave all you selfishly
But how the hell am I supposed to change
I don't wanna ever see Cali
And I don't wanna be no celebrity
I don't wanna ever be fame
I don't wanna leave all you selfishly
But how the hell am I supposed to change

Damn I had the greatest epiphany
Think I've finally grown up
I hear some shit I don't like
I put my fist then throw up
No time for talk cuz it's cheap
At least yours is, mine expensive
Man don't you worry bout' money momma
I got your expenses
No more a life of regrettin
I know things hard to shake off
Especially family that's toxic
Someday we all in a coffin
And when life flashes in seconds
I know they all goin' be coughin sulkin
We should have consulted
Know where we're at the result of no one admittin' they wrong
I'll use my life in my song
Carry my legacy strong
God damn feel like I'm King Kong
I'm going monkey gorilla
They always gon' bring up race
My skin so dark I'm a nigga that always goin' for first place
I hated track I admit it, but found a track I could spit in
Then found a track I can hit with
Take off career in a splitted second
I'm living in mentioned dreams of my past so it strengthened
Ideals and lastly so lengthened my spirit
Never known tension but

I don't wanna ever see Cali
I don't wanna be no celebrity
I don't wanna ever be fame
And I don't wanna leave all you selfishly
But how the hell am I supposed to change
I don't wanna ever see Cali