Driving doing 60 in a 40 zone
It gets me in my feelings when I ride alone
Thinking bout the past and the time that we spent that come and go's
I made a promise to you I can't ever break it's on my soul
Emotional more like I'm emotionless
October 10th a day I promise that I won't forget
The pain my body felt the torture that I won't forget
I got pain inside my heart that I need off my chest so
I'll be heartless til the day I die
Born a sinner I can't ever put my pride aside
I found solace in my music and the cyanide
It's funny at my lowest how I'm closest to the highest high
When I write I'm slowly dazing off
Thinking bout taking off standing on a ledge
Everything will change if I take another step
I mean I'm staring at death and I don't even break a sweat
It's it's me against the world
But I don't feel challenged
So it's me against myself battling with mental health
Man I'm dancing on the fence
I ain't one for scoring so I'm always on defence
My niggas get to scoring cause they always take offence they ain't people to offend (yeah) (look)
I'm a hypocrite it's fact I ain't bout allude
It's always do what I say not do what I do
I feel a different type of shame when I'm thinking it through
And as for all the things I've built I've broken em too
I see colours every time I go to close my eyes
I get lost up in my state of mind
I feel broken and my pieces just won't realign
Internal struggle feel like there's an evil me inside
My mental state is as hard as it gets
I write slow still I'm tryna be harder than Ghetts
I don't fear my competition I see em as pets
So with every song I write I'll prove I'm the best
The best ever my generation will ever z
The best ever my generation will ever see
Driving doing 60 in a 40 zone
It gets me in my feelings when I ride alone
Thinking bout the past and the time that we spent that come and go's
I made a promise to you I can't ever break it's on my soul
Emotional more like I'm emotionless
October 10th a day I promise that I won't forget
The pain my body felt the torture that I won't forget
I got pain inside my heart that I need off my chest