YKT C'jay - Alone Lyrics

I don't understand how I feel
People switching up they not real
I'm down for a whole drill
I want a murder season, I want to kill
When I asked for you to show me some love
You couldn't even do that
I guarded your front, you couldn't guard my back
I thought you was my friend, nigga you is so wack
I lost my cousin
I lost my unc, oh no
My heart turn cold
My heart went gold
Now I'm strong, I went bold
If a opp wanna come my way
It's war time, I don't play
I remember it was life or death
Now the opps can feel my whole wraith
I got so much pain, I don't think they understand
Cause nobody will hold my hand
They won't show no love
They won't give me a hug

I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone

Everybody be some hypocrites
I'm just tryna get rich, rich
They can't even support the youngin
When they listen to my songs, they think it's funny
I try to speak about the real things
But they wanna hear about diamond rings
Wanna hear about the false lifestyle
I'm just going crazy, I'm going wild
They say I'm a problem child
I just wanna make my momma proud
I wanna get me a grammy and give it to my nanny

I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone