(Junior)
Survivors guilt but I'm still drowning
Hmm
Left everybody up, but they still down, man
Hmm
Fake niggas come around me
Hmm
Hate feeling lonely but I like to be alone
I go home and then my home don't feel like home no more
They throwing stones
But then those stones don't break my bones no more
I just wanna get some money (oh)
I just wanna feed my family (oh)
I don't even get offended when these niggas come and doubt me (oh)
Come and clown me
Come around me when they really not my friends
Got me all up in my feelings
Got me crying on the 'Gram
'Cause I thought that they was fam
Transparent with the fans
Yeah, I know it's God's plan
What it's like to be a man
They don't understand
Who rides (rides) for me (me)
It's hard (it's hard) to see (to see)
It's got a hold on me but
I think it's time to keep it real
I need someone to understand (someone to understand)
Don't care about money or the fame (money or the fame)
Wanna be loved for who I am (loved for who I am)
Sometimes I think I'm losing faith (sometimes, sometimes)
Keep getting closer to the edge
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am
Oh yeah, oh yeah
It feels like I be needing therapy (oh, Lord)
I talk to God sometimes, I wonder if He hearing me (oh, God)
I don't need no friends
I got my fam, and they gon' ride or die
Don't need no ho
Got my lil' boy, I'll work a nine to five
Lord knows, I smile, but I still cry inside
Lord knows, they try but they can't take my pride
Lord knows, I been hiding what I feel inside
Yeah I'm tired, but I'm trying
I think it's time to keep it real
I need someone to understand (I need someone to understand me)
Don't care about money or the fame (money or the fame)
Wanna be loved for who I am (I wanna be loved for who I am)
Sometimes I think I'm losing faith (sometimes, sometimes)
Keep getting closer to the edge (I'm getting closer)
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am
Oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh no, no, no
Ooh, doo, doo, yeah-yeah
Wanna be loved for who I am