Have you ever felt a feeling, to just cry and you just wanna die
Deep thoughts of suicide
Drink to numb up, all the pain I close my eyes
Wish I had another body
I feel empty all inside
Have you ever felt a feeling, to just cry and you just wanna die
Deep thoughts of suicide
Drink to numb up, all the pain I close my eyes
Wish I had another body
I feel empty all inside
Umbrella
Somebody bring an umbrella
I been walking through this storm praying I can find some shelter
Feel like I'm lost all alone
Gave it all I had but now it's damaged
How can I give it all to you
Plus try to help out my little family
Wash this pain away
Wash this pain away lord
I hope it fade away
I need these demons to be gone
Ever since that uh uh
Ain't gonna speak about it
Keep closure with my deepest problem
Meditate with medication
Ain't no need to see another doctor
Why do I feel like this
I don't know why
I don't know why
They saying take that risk
So you can jump aboard and ride my coattail to the finish line
Have you ever felt a feeling
To just cry and you just wanna die
Deep thoughts of suicide
Drink to numb up, all the pain I close my eyes
Wish I had another body
I feel empty all inside
Have you ever felt a feeling
To just cry and you just wanna die
Deep thoughts of suicide
Drink to numb up, all the pain I close my eyes
Wish I had another body
I feel empty all inside
Straight facts what I'm spitting
Bitches doing this all for the views
Niggas capping for a new pair of shoes
And me I'm stacking money to move
Situation got toxic, get out of my business
Don't worry what's next got, people that beg wanna garnish my check
Them the same motherf*ckers had their foot on my neck
No one had checked on me, they wanna check from me
I'm not okay. Lost some friends close to me
Some turned to enemies, what can I say
Had opportunities I should've took
Why the hell did I stay
I let the people who I care about choose the route to my fate
I cannot do this no more
The rain is storming
The rain is pouring on me
Lord
Can you send my angel
To come and guide me through this storm
Have you ever felt a feeling
To just cry and you just wanna die
Deep thoughts of suicide
Drink to nunb up, all the pain I close my eyes
Wish I had an other body
I feel empty all inside
Have you ever felt a feeling
To just cry and you just wanna die
Deep thoughts of suicide
Drink to numb up, all the pain I close my eyes
Wish I had an other body
I feel empty all inside