anguish Video (MV)

I used to feel fine
When I opened my eyes
Would say I was happy
Cause it wasn't a lie
Now I'm falling
Falling apart
And I'm drowning
In this void you call home
If my mind is a glass
Then it's about to shatter
If the glass is filled with water
Then it's about to pour out
I hate that I feel like this
Cause it feels like a waste
And I'm just so sick of it
I just want to escape
Go ahead
And tell me it's fine
I'm okay
If it helps ease your mind
I close my eyes
For the very last time
Cause all I feel is anguish
But I want to feel fine