Reflecting upon it cause now nobody's responding
Sending signals way out but it seems like it's gotten
A bit lost on the way no receiving it now
I made a f*cking SOS no hearing the sound
Smoking the pain I'm f*cking burning a swisher
I'm drinking almost everyday and I've been hurting my liver
Passing the time I stay depleting the cart
It's either that or outside with my keys in the car
Kids up in the city think it's cool to be sad
They playing fake everyday you're a fool to be that
And each and every lie told one day will come back
And I can promise it ain't worth it being subject to that
Living a lie they're just posers to
All the ones who have brains yeah they're over you
Wanted dead by the rest made majority vote
Seeing so f*cked up how authority goes
If I said to you I hate this life I wasn't joking
Overall I have to say I'm feeling down and broken
If I said to you I love this life then I was lying
Recently I've slowed it down and felt so tired of trying
Long term thoughts ain't coming to me
I lost parts of my brain now I'm something unique
Pills by the dozen make you stutter your speech
And so high like a junkie rediscovering speed
Right up the nose I'm going zero to eighty
I got a scale out back when the kilos need weighing
Done it for sport these bitches couldn't compete
And every half baked line that you wouldn't complete
Bored and alone I just pull up my notes
I rap when I'm back home every word that I wrote
I'm smoking down my rent now that's the crime I commit
And know the blunt stay colder than the rhymes that I spit
Ashed out wraps in the bottom of bud lite's
Get paler by the day from the lacking of sunlight
Never would guessed if you see what I saw
It's getting harder every day being cream of the crop
If I said to you I hate this life I wasn't joking
Overall I have to say I'm feeling down and broken
If I said to you I love this life then I was lying
Recently I've slowed it down and felt so tired of trying