YCK - My Route to Payback Lyrics

Tape on the windshield pain that I still feel
Locked in a thin seal burns that have been peeled
Trying to be near you left in the rear view
Drop all the shit that you had wanted to adhere to

Feud in the families a double vendetta
Been caught in the middle don't own this dilemma
I'm loading berettas suicide umbrella
I'm falling under so I made my agenda

Recommendation just stay where you stationed at
Popping more pillies I bet I'll be taking that
10-4 got that yeah we heard a brief
In the damn meantime we should eat a bit of keef

Addicted to all these narcotics it's
Nothing to brag about in my sarcophagus
I won't be living or thriving for years
I'm outta control I be shedding no tears

I'm gone I take my escape route
Signed off we both had the same doubt
That I'd appreciate all the space that
You set aside take life for my payback

There was a misunderstanding I promise
I'm not all that bad I'm akin to Adonis
What have I done to be gone and unwanted
So murky the water this pain is so common

Prediction of death I'm rid of a bed
This crippling sickness is hurting my head
Nervous at day quiet at night
Maybe the medicine been working right

Maybe it don't and I'm just going crazy
Pills and depression I won't let it take me
Shot in my gut don't lace me up
I was tossed in the back Chevrolet pickup

Down in the dark and won't see more light
I would rather die now than to live more life
5150 my hope is condemned
This feeling of tragedy while I descend

I'm gone I take my escape route
Signed off we both had the same doubt
That I'd appreciate all the space that
You set aside take life for my payback