YCK - Hard to Say Lyrics

Take it from the top I'll start it from the beginning
I got a record of the shit I tried but never had finished
I'm in pursuit of the things fulfilling ambitions
I've gotten plenty unimportant goods never sufficient

Trying from the start when I was lying in my car
Take a look up at the sky counting every f*cking star
A burned out souvenir and token of its place
But it's one just like the rest stay suspended up in space

Heading out it's hard to say
If I'll return on better days
Might have been my only chance
Might just take this lonely path

Remembrance of the past tried forgetting so I crash
I'm adrift out at sea swimming I don't got a raft
While the riptide swipes away it's path clean slate
Let the air inside out let my vest deflate

Sinking to the bottom I got weight around my ankle
When I'm rocking back and forth falling let my stomach cradle
Making your decision I'll just go and make mine
Turning over to the side bitch I got a fake spine

Heading out it's hard to say
If I'll return on better days
Might have been my only chance
Might just take this lonely path

Can't tell if I'll be back
Counting days and losing track
At the point of no return
Don't worry now I'm no concern

Heading out it's hard to say
If I'll return on better days
Might have been my only chance
Might just take this lonely path