Yashna - Warzone Lyrics

I could count the many reasons that I don't wanna exist
Weight is on my mind and now my heart is in pieces
Wish I could run so far away
But I'm afraid that my feet may fail me
Trapped in this mind of mine
I'm battling demons inside
How can I escape when there's nowhere else to go
I'm in a war zone
My mind's a war zone
It's like a warzone
Trapped in a warzone
It's all in my head and I
Feel like my worst enemy at times
I light it up and I burn inside
I try so hard always lose the fight
Tired of crying can't wait til' it's over
I assume
And then I lose
All the thoughts in my head tell me things that don't seem to be true
But I believe
My feelings speak
And then I say things to ignite an issue
Falling into flames
If you could look inside
You won't believe your eyes
The scars beneath my skin
Are deeper than you know
I'm in a war zone
My mind's a war zone
It's like a warzone
Trapped in a warzone
It's all in my head and I
Feel like my worst enemy at times
I light it up and I burn inside
I try so hard always lose the fight
Tired of crying can't wait til' it's over
Over
Over
Over
So tired of streaming tears
Not ready to face my fears
I overthink and hurt myself
Through so many years