YannaKai - Hard Lyrics

I don't know part of me
It seems so foreign
It's like a new side of these
Walls I'm closed in
I hear all these voices
As they scare my feelings
And they call them choices
But I know it's not really
And the world seems half ready but not fully
And I'm scared to show myself the real me
So if I told you who I am would you be okay
Cuz I struggle with myself every day yeah
And I know that I will be strong
And that love will help me along
I just wish it wasn't this hard
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I think I know why
They call it a closet
Because what inside
We keep private
And I question myself all the damn time
Like I'm worried that these thoughts aren't right
So if I told you who I am would you be okay
Cuz I struggle with myself every day yeah
And I know that I will be strong
And that love will help me along
I just wish it wasn't this hard
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And I'm scared of these thoughts but I'm not ashamed
Gotta accept my heart and not run away
It took some time understanding all these thoughts
And while it's hard being myself pays off
I cried the first time
That I realized
That I liked her
She has beautiful eyes
So if I show you who I am will it be okay
Cuz I've struggled with myself every day yeah
And I know that I will be strong
And that love will help me along
I just wish it wasn't
I just wish it wasn't
So if I show you who I am will it be okay
Cuz I've struggled with myself every day yeah
And I know that I will be strong
And that love will help me along
I just wish it wasn't this hard
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