Yamado - Late Night Thoughts Lyrics

I can't sleep
Thinking about what I went through
Thinking about the way you walking in the crowd, thinking of you
Giving it thoughts about the past, man I thought that I would knew
And Now my problems, and my issues
Permanent because of you
Giving it time to talk about it, but instead you want repaint
Cover the holes and all the scratches, of the night, that I repaid
Inside a house and not home, to where you lied just everyday
Trying to fix you, man, I tried it
And I failed in every way
Being heartbroken about the fact
Of how'd you would leave me here alone
I tried to call you and to text you
Can you please pick up the phone
I still remember when we travel
Going up and down the road
The way you faked it, like a dumbass
I believed what you would you show
I cannot take it when I see you, smiling with another guy
Hating myself because of you
And taking every single lie
Finally seeing that
I'm saying that
I don't want any more nights
I hope you like it being fake
And suck in order to survive
I don't give a f*ck about what you do
Anymore
When everything I did was treat you like the best
When you're a whore
Giving this shit another try?
F*ck it I'm tired of the war
Giving you chances just to fix your shit
Lies you f*cking swore
And think about it motherf*cker
How's it like being the bitch
Being used throughout your life
And getting thrown into the bin
Life is a cycle and a turn
You never know when there's the switch
Being a that person, acting humble
And pretending that you're rich
And I can't take It anymore
I want it to come to an end
Get away from me
I don't think I can even be your friend
And If you wanna talk about it
Well this really all depends
But all you wanna do
Is Sucking dick and follow trends
Regardless if you were with me
Ya like to party at the bars
Using eyelashes just to hide the fact
You don't like how you are
Now play this song, and singing it with me
Now it's time for the guitar
I remember every day when I would feel like
I'm alone
I never thought you'd be like this, behind that shit
I should've known
And thanks to you, I've made mistakes
That are forcing me to grow
I understand it and now I see that
Finally being on my own
Going through this life. Without the pain and the emotion
When I'm
Walking in the beach, picking up shells
They're from the ocean
You are way too f*cking toxic, from bullshit and corrosion
Wishing to Forget that you would move on without an emotion
As I left you I knew that I gave myself a self-promotion
And I suffered as I had to drown my own f*cking devotion
People wanna talk about the way
You hypnotize
I will be looking sitting there and I'm just staring at your eyes
Bright and brown they be all round
Behind all that a big surprise
All you looking for is money and a nice car you can ride