xxron - closed door Lyrics

I feel like shit with nobody else
I say I'm fine but all can tell
I'm not fine
When I'm alone I feel like dying on the inside
It's four A.M. and I'm still on the phone
Chat with strangers just to fill the room
With empty conversations that I cant resume

Maybe if I tried
I'd have more friends to spend the time
But it's too late
I can no longer wait

I guess I'll find
Another way to spend my time
Another hour left alone
Another day I cant let go
Someday for sure
Theres someone that I know
Is for me
When I open that door

Had friends before but now I lost them all
Wish I could return to how it was before
Back to way back when
Will someone save me now
And maybe show me how
To care again

Maybe if I tried
I'd have more friends to spend the time
But it's too late
I can no longer wait

I guess I'll find
Another way to spend my time
Another hour left alone
Another day I cant let go
Someday for sure
Theres someone that I know
Is for me
When I open that door