LOSSES Video (MV)

Lately I've been in mourning, I've been lamenting my losses
God had to X some people out my life so now it's a circle of bosses
And I can't even hate Him out of spite cause I'll never know what it cost Him
Or how much it would've saved me
No matter how bad I bleed I'm still grateful for the pain that made me
No matter how bad I need you back I know it's not for the best
I would've been made you look crazy if not for the ones who raised me
Now I got a lot more room in my life I can't mess up and settle for less
I done seen too many niggas crash out cause they just couldn't handle the stress
I don't even got no blood on my hands so why would I clean up the mess
I gotta worry about getting the weight that's been crushing me off of my chest
And that's just extra work for me
But you the one choosing to leave
So I just had to let you be
So I just had to let you be
Look, I never had my heart broken before when it happened I didn't know what to expect
They told me I wouldn't move for three days but I've been making moves ever since the reject
They said I spill every word on my heart now you got what you wanted my nigga what's next
They said a heartbreak would drag a man down to his lowest I don't see that happening yet
I could've did it through hatred and jealousy everything I'm saying out of respect
I'd be a liar if I told you it didn't hurt to the point where I felt some regret
I learned a lesson that love is a gamble and I never lost out on making a bet
That's why I'm not taking it back
Am I still thankful for everything
Yes
I got to receive a kindness that helped me expand my horizon beyond what was possible
There were some times where because I had you in my corner I knew I could pass any obstacle
What's a Detroit nigga doing on Cali beaches I ain't had no business being there
I had to leave my whole world behind to be in yours is that right are we keeping it fair
Visiting cafes and daylights to see the sunset while we eating and watching the waves
I'm still in shock that it's over I thought we were closer and that we would see better days
But I'ma keep on I'm a soldier even if that mean I'm gon' be alone in my grave
Aye
That's just how life go
That's just how life go
That's just how life go
That's just how life go