XX RIINX VIIRI - Save Me Lyrics

Sitting up late at night, feeling lonely
My phone's been dead since no one calls me
Don't sit here actin like you love me
We can share the same addy and you still wouldn't know me
Don't tell that you need me,
After all that we been through how could you hate me
One night we f*ck and we make love
The next night, we fight and we break up
Going down the highway, racing 95
Blunt between my lips, juss to feel alive
I'm lost, feels like I'ma breakdown
Hoping that I crash and don't make it out
Baby, if you hear this, I am sorry
But I can't do this, my pains too daunting
I know you're prolly weeping
Wipe those tears, I am barely breathing
Pop a couple pills, feeling livid
Pop a couple more, till I'm slipping
Can't get a grip on reality
Vision fades to black, it's my time to sleep
Then wake up one day in the hospital
Don't know where I am, how's it possible
I shoulda been dead, wasn't supposed to live
No one was around for hours, how did I live
Look up to the sky and begin to trip
My life flashes and I reminisce
Every single choice that I ever did
Then I close my eyes and I start to pray
I know there's no other way
Dear Lord, thanks for keeping my daughter safe
Till it is my time to meet her at the golden gates
But until then, i gotta f*cking stay
Lord please give me the strength I need to go down this road
As of late, I been feeling cold
Luci been tempting, but I can't sell my soul
No I can't sell my soul...