XROSZ - Always Lyrics

Can I go to place in my head
That's a little less terrifying to go?
Try to live a normal life instead
Be a person no one knows
I feel replaceable - kinda like it
Less desirable - let it sink in
Living life normal is fine
Never crossing a line
I feel it
The coursing of time passing by
I'm still hanging on
I feel this passion inside
I won't realize is still given up
I'm giving in to the life I was afraid of now
And somehow I knew
Knew this would happen
Doubting myself again
I let myself go
I felt him slipping anyway
Giving into the normal world
Are we living to leave behind
What made us wanna be alive?
I feel dead yet my heart is still beating
So glad it's taken it's course
So glad I'm normal
Can I go to a time where I realize
It can't get that much better?
Sinking into my own deceit as I try to seek the shelter
So long I felt this pressure
Always thought it was someone else
So long to my reality
So long to my humanity
I feel it
The coursing of time passing by
I'm still hanging on
I feel this passion inside
I won't realize is still given up
I'm giving in to the life I was afraid of now
And somehow I knew this
Knew this would happen
Doubting myself again
Are we living to leave behind
What made us wanna be alive?
I feel dead yet my heart is still beating
So glad it's taken it's course
So glad I'm normal
You will always be a reminder
Of why my mind is always scattered
You will always be a reminder
Of why my mind is always scattered
Let the pieces crumble in my hands
As they try to grasp on what I have left
You will always be a reminder
You will always be a reminder