Xplicit - Winter in June Lyrics

Why is it June
But it feels like winter
I know I gotta pay my dues
But I got cold fingers
Don't ya know that I'm a fool
I can't keep things simple
Why is it June
But it feels like winter
I wake up
I f*ck up
I do it all again
I question everything
Ever since my father left
Everytime I find myself
Just dwelling in the bottom end
I lost a few people
Now it's hard to find another friend
I wake up
I f*ck up
I do it all over
I suck at keeping up
I Never pick up a call sober
I only see the bad clearly
When the fall's closer
I just wanna be happy
I don't want closure
I wake up
I f*ck up
I try stopping it
I took her heart
Threw it down
Started stomping it
Trust me I am not that guy
I see the wrong in it
But somehow my feelings
Take over and they dominate
I wake up
I f*ck up
I really need help
You'll always see me quiet
You'll never see me yell
I constantly just worry from the A.M to the P.M
I'm dealing with emotions
That are hidden in the deep end
I know I lose myself sometimes
I feel it every other day
I get a little crazy (Oh my)
Just tell me it's okay
I know I lose myself sometimes
I feel it every other day
I get a little crazy (Oh my)
Just tell me it's okay
I know I lose myself sometimes
I feel it every other day
I get a little crazy (Oh my)
Just tell me it's okay
Why is it June
But it feels like winter
I know I gotta pay my dues
But I got cold fingers
Don't you know that I'm a fool
I can't keep things simple
Why is it June
But it feels like winter
Why is it June
But it feels like winter
Why is it June?