XO Xuded - lessons (Slow Version) Lyrics

This for all the times I thought 'bout giving up
And this for times I thought I wasn't good enough
Imma play this song for times that I be spinning out
And play it for the times that I be feeling stuck
Yeah this for my regrets that I got running through my head
Imma play this song out loud and it's for every shedded tear
For the lessons through the pain
Yeah
For all the lessons through the pain

I learned to stop explaining myself
Yeah I learned a thing or two 'bout trust
I know people play they part
But looking back I feel so dumb
I can't help blaming myself
Got a habit of doing that too much
Since a long time ago when my heart froze over
It's been hard for me to give a
Funny to think I was playing myself
And I still don't know how to make it feel real
It all happened so fast
Everything good I touch goes bad
I'm spinning right now and this song goes out to everything I know that won't last
And I can't let nobody close no more
Can't be nice I ain't tryna get chose last
Nothing they say lasts forever is really forever and I learned that lesson
I still wish all of my exes the best even though I know they'll never really do better
I know they say you should never say never
If you did me dirty I'll never forget it though
I use to have my heart on my sleeve now I gotta tee yeah I had to cut it off
The world get really cold I gotta keep it even colder
I had to learn the harder way that sometimes you can't show love
This one for the darker days when I didn't have no one
This for all the days that I was close to giving it all up

Yeah this for all the times I thought 'bout giving up
And this for times I thought I wasn't good enough
Imma play this song for times that I be spinning out
And play it for the times that I be feeling stuck
Yeah this for my regrets that I got running through my head
Imma play this song out loud and it's for every shedded tear
For the lessons through the pain
Yeah
For all the lessons through the pain