Xkiinga - Searching... Lyrics

You know, bad things happen to good people
I say I'm okay, but am I okay?
Pretending that everything's okay
I'm living my life, I'm living a high
One day it's just fine, maybe it's alright
Maybe it's alright
I'm not gonna lie, thought it was alright
The next day I think it might
It might be, better just to die
And it's okay to be vulnerable
And it's okay to be weak
Let me help you baby
With your tears you speak
And it's okay to be vulnerable
And it's okay to be weak
Let me help you baby
With your tears you speak
I wish I could remember you
You left this earth too soon
I wish I could remember you
You left this earth too soon
From my head and my memory
Now all I have is this melody
All I have is this melody
From my head and my memory
I laugh and I learn, then life takes a turn
An irrational fear, becomes so real
Then I disappear, and no one is near
I flip the f*ck out, and wipe all my tears
All my tears
Weird feelings and mood swings
So many mood swings
I've never really felt these things
I wanna be free, I wanna set free
But I get knocked onto my knees
By somebody who cut off my wings
Can't fly to the light, it doesn't feel right
I'm stuck in the darkness
I'm stuck in the darkness, inside my mind
And it's okay to be vulnerable
And it's okay to be weak
Let me help you baby
With your tears you speak
I wish I could remember you
You left this earth too soon
I wish I could remember you
You left this earth too soon
From my head and my memory
Now all I have is this melody
All I have is this melody
From my head and my memory
I'm weak and afraid, I'm lost and alone
I'm falling, and falling and falling
I'm falling and falling and falling
Without an end
But maybe I'm drowning, maybe I'm drowning
Getting deeper and deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper
I don't think I can hold this out
I'm gasping for air, but nobody's there
Does anyone care, does anyone care
That I'm all alone, in this f*cking nightmare
And I wish I could remember you
You left this earth too soon
And I wish I could remember you
You left this earth too soon
And I wish I could remember you
You left this earth too soon
You left this earth too soon
It's all I have left to do
It's all I have left to do
It's all I have left to do
Just searching for love
It's all I have left to do
I'm searching for pain
I'm searching for love
I'm searching for pain
I'm searching for you baby
It's all I have left to do
You left this earth too soon
It's all I have left to do
You left this earth too soon