Xistential - Atmosphere Lyrics

I'm racing through the night
Until I no longer can breathe
Slam my head until it opens
And there is nothing left to see
Scattered brain all on the pavement
And a heart up on my sleeve
I've been tryna fit the pieces to this puzzle
But it's incomplete
Don't know what I would do if I never found peace
It's the reason that I'm always tryna hang on by these
Little strings around my neck
Acting like a leash
But there is no one on the other end
That's got a hold on me
I
Said it like a thousand times
The person in the mirror
Is not someone I can recognize
Treat my head like it's a judge
I know its time to testify
It's hard to build a case
When I can no longer identify
The suspect in the room
Looks like me and now I'm petrified
Sweating like a fever
103 degrees in Fahrenheit
I realize my brain treats my body like a parasite
Splits me down the middle turns a Virgo to a Gemini
Cause I've been up for weeks I haven't seen sun in a day
And I keep my blinds closed cause my eyes only see in the shade
Oh
Icarus taught me the sky is a limit to break
So if this isn't hell than I don't think I believe in fate
Everyday been so long tryna deal with the fact you aren't here
I'd do anything to see you I'd punch through the atmosphere
I went to 3 thousand different galaxies in a day
And not one of the species I met ever heard your name
So if you're real or if you're not let me know
So I don't have to look so stupid
Chasing around a ghost
Trying to find someone out there to hear me out
I think that I'm going insane and there is no way out