Xiihab - Maintain (feat. MARS) Lyrics

Tell me why I'm stuck in the vision
Tell me why I'm feeling real different
Sick of these bitches they talking
When I walk around I might pop shit
What is the feeling I'm feeling
I filled my cup sipping forige drank
Don't even care if I black out
Cause I f*cked a bitch in a forein whip
Mars now you dreaming just cash out
If money found me I can't back out
If she a bad bitch might blow her back
Its the way that it goes till I face it
All these woods that I the till I'm faded
Boof shit no I can't relate with
I been too turnt up losing patience
I ain't cuffing no chick on some fake shit

I've been living wreckless every night night non-stop
I've been smoking till I can't breathe, can't walk
I need something stronger ease my train of thought
I got all this liquor in my system my god
I know that I'm doing all these things to cope
Everydays a struggle just to not let go
Demons always telling me put liquor in your throat
Hard to balance life when you barely know the ropes
They just always tell me I don't change
Maybe I'm just stuck inside my ways
I swear that I've been trying every day
For a better life I pray

Tell me why I'm stuck in the vision
Tell me why I'm feeling real different
Sick of these bitches they talking
When I walk around I might pop shit
What is the feeling I'm feeling
I filled my cup sipping forige drank
Don't even care if I black out
Cause I f*cked a bitch in a forein whip
Mars now you dreaming just cash out
If money found me I can't back out
If she a bad bitch might blow her back
Its the way that it goes till I face it
All these woods that I the till I'm faded
Boof shit no I can't relate with
I been too turnt up losing patience
I ain't cuffing no chick on some fake shit

Why oh why oh why
I been trynna feel a change
It's been getting to hard to maintain
Feel like I'm so out of place
Contemplating bout life and pain
Can't sleep can't concentrate
Demons lurking need my space
I ain't selling my soul today
People think I don't got what it takes
Now I make more then what you make
Chain heavy can't stand up straight
Getting sick just trynna maintain
Mind f*ck up cant contain
All these thoughts inside my Brian
Losing myself I been myself
Hard for me to tell that I need your help
Losing my self I been losing myself
Lost contact with my main
Always been so afried of change
I don't know why I can't take
All pressure coming my way

Tell me why I'm stuck in the vision
Tell me why I'm feeling real different
Sick of these bitches they talking
When I walk around I might pop shit
What is the feeling I'm feeling
I filled my cup sipping forige drank
Don't even care if I black out
Cause I f*cked a bitch in a forein whip
Mars now you dreaming just cash out
If money found me I can't back out
If she a bad bitch might blow her back
Its the way that it goes till I face it
All these woods that I the till I'm faded
Boof shit no I can't relate with
I been too turnt up losing patience
I ain't cuffing no chick on some fake shit