From long ago I felt I lost myself
This pain that sits inside keeps still
I love my habits and I feed them well
To numb the pain I've thought to kill myself
I'm so deranged
I hate the pain
Do anything
For things to change
I hate it all
It makes me fall
Into the place
Nobody calls
I'm all alone
Stuck in my head
I cry for help
Nobody did
They wished me hell
I wished em well
They did me wrong
The scar is deep
I carry on
To live is to be young
And I just wanna die young
I said R.I.P. to me
I wanna die young
I wanna live free
I wanna feel free
I need more
I need more
Numb my pain
Numb it all
Take one hit
Then I'm gone
Fly to space and see the stars
Out my head
Out my mind
Far from hurt
Far from time
Talk to god
Read through the signs
Love your pace
It's bound to die
Everything as soon as age will touch it will begin to rot
I'm holding on to everything I love because it's all I got
Maybe everything is not as so it seems in front of you
Maybe I dictate the way the earths revolving around too
From long ago I felt I lost myself
This pain that sits inside keeps still
I love my habits and I feed them well
To numb the pain I've thought to kill myself
I'm so deranged
I hate the pain
Do anything
For things to change
I hate it all
It makes me fall
Into the place
Nobody calls
I'm all alone
Stuck in my head
I cry for help
Nobody did
They wished me hell
I wished em well
They did me wrong
The scar is deep
I carry on
To live is to be young
And I just wanna die young
I said R.I.P. to me
I wanna die young
I wanna live free
I wanna feel free