Xersize - The Concept (feat. JA/VI) Lyrics

Life ain't a bitch
But I made a couple of bitches my life
Almost made this last girl my wife
I was ready to put a ring on her
I was ready to take her God damn name
Now I think it's a shame
That I put all of that time in in vain, look
A lot of us have similar stories
Many of us are cut from the same cloth
And a lot of time it gets gory
And even though it may seem lost
I can tell for a fact it ain't over
Ain't no stopping my train of thought
All the time my mind is racing
Pacing around my room and I plot
Got so many schemes you could say
That I never take a break when I'm chasing the paper
But I hate that I wait for a break
That I just wanna take so I won't be complacent
Can't stand in my lane
I'm going insane, then again it's like I'm facing
Another version of me that I'm hurting to see
It's occurring to me I'm escaping
My reality, you see
Me and the world ain't friendly right now
But it's time that I put my boot to assess
And get up from the hard ground
I've been down and kicked
Been spit on and beat with shit
It's real ridiculous
What a clusterf*ck I've been stuck with
But now I'm coming back
And I'm more determined than I've ever been
I've seen the cards in your hand
So I'm more than sure I'll f*cking win
Ain't no way I'm losing to you
Abusing the truth so I'm shooting at you
Got more ammo than you got YouTube views
And I aim for the heart when I shoot straight through
Going all the way, you can say that
I'm gonna be the greatest ain't no debating
That my name will be penciled
In the book of rap so while you're busy hating
I'mma take my rightful place
And ace every challenged that I'm presented
Ladies and gentlemen
This is how you get resented
Is it okay with you if I'm sad?
Is it okay with you if I'm crying?
No matter how hard you put me down
I still won't get the concept of giving in
Is it okay with you if I'm mad?
If you don't mind I'd like to keep running
Even though it never made me stronger
I don't seem to get the concept of giving up
Never was a normal kid
Didn't like the world so I always hid
In my class, I was kinda the freak
But didn't give a f*ck about what they'd think
I'd sit in the corner scribbling rhymes
Instead of handing in my homework in time
Teachers said that I should apply myself
But I couldn't bring myself to try
Got out of school at 19, I was
Ready for a life, naiv and high as f*ck
The drugs were my only way
Of staying on my feet and staying tough
Now I'm pushing 30 with all that behind me
From time to time I need to remind me
Where I once was and where I'm gonna try to be
So if any punk were even to try me
They would know that I'm
Getting even better now
All that happened to me
I don't even sweat it now
It's all in the past
Scars and bruises may remain
But I'm always staying sane
I know nothing will stay the same
Is it okay with you if I'm sad?
Is it okay with you if I'm crying?
No matter how hard you put me down
I still won't get the concept of giving in
Is it okay with you if I'm mad?
If you don't mind I'd like to keep running
Even though it never made me stronger
I don't seem to get the concept of giving up
I still won't get how to give up
I still won't get how to give up