Xersize - Madoff Lyrics

I got a backpack that's full of notepads
They're littered with fat raps and literally that's that
Got so much time on my hands all I do is write tracks
Tryna ride the wave of rappers that paved the way for that
I shave my head with razor blades like twice a day
You can call me Mr. Clean, my head's reflecting sun rays
All I ever wanted was to get the attention of Sway
Get me on the Wake Up Show but I just can't seem to behave
I lock myself in the studio like I'm deranged
Psychiatrists agree about my messed up mental state
I'm tested in so many ways since they blessed me up in Satan's place
And sentenced me to sit and wait while government decides my fate
I'm tempted to give in to hate but know it's not productive
Like all the fricking times promoters tried to duck me
So I snuck myself inside the venue, grabbed the mic and rocked it
Blessed the crowd with Martin, now I'm the one they're stuck with
Never was the kind of guy you would be afraid of
But I was always running schemes like I'm Bernie Madoff
Now it's time it paid of, my career will take off
You're sitting in the bleachers, I'm winning the playoffs
Teachers tried to teach me to be a better student
Preachers tried to preach too but they are just assuming
That I'm over here fuming, but while you're busy snoozing
I'm taking all your cash because X is never losing
I got a lot to say but not a lot of time to waste
My mind used to be filled with hate but inspiration took its place
They ask me why I feel this way but I don't know the answer
So now I face an inner struggle like I'm facing cancer
I used to prance around like a little know-it-all
So much so the principal said I needed Adderall
Maybe I need to calm down, sit back and relax
Be a good boy, get a job and pay my tax
But never was I any good at being an employee
Went to many interviews but no one would employ me
What good would a boy be if they can not control me?
So I let them enjoy me while I'm being annoying
And so you see, this is what I have to do
For everyone to pay attention to this little Jew
I'll hava my nagila, drink my Manischewitz wine
And draw the line from rhyme to rhyme like it was my damn time
Never was the kind of guy you would be afraid of
But I was always running schemes like I'm Bernie Madoff
Now it's time it paid of, my career will take off
You're sitting in the bleachers, I'm winning the playoffs
Teachers tried to teach me to be a better student
Preachers tried to preach too but they are just assuming
That I'm over here fuming, but while you're busy snoozing
I'm taking all your cash because X is never losing
Never was the kind of guy you would be afraid of
But I was always running schemes like I'm Bernie Madoff
Now it's time it paid of, my career will take off
You're sitting in the bleachers, I'm winning the playoffs
Teachers tried to teach me to be a better student
Preachers tried to preach too but they are just assuming
That I'm over here fuming, but while you're busy snoozing
I'm taking all your cash because...