Xenial - Crossfaded Lyrics

We used to always have these expectations (Yeah)
And now we both quiet now the shit is being regulated (Yeah)
We used to always have a conversation (Yeah)
And now we both hate each other stuck being crossfaded (Yeah)

I was me, you was you
You was one
I was two
Take a sip
Pour that drink
Puff and pass
Smoke that dank
Crossfaded with no conversation
But I feel elated
With the baddest patient
But she losing patience and I'm losing mine
And my head been empty for a long ass time
Look
We been fighting and fussing so long that we growing distant
Ever since I threw a punch at the wall
She looks at me different
Now she getting the police involved I told her I'm sorry
But now she said she moving out tomorrow
F*ck
I need to try and recover
So many holes that I've broken
I guess she had it went under
But if I can't get her back
Then who else can have her I wonder
Maybe nobody
She's the only one for me and I love her
I can't recover
I lost my job last week
And I'm broke
My doctor gave me some pills for depression so I could cope
But f*ck I lost the biggest gift I had so all the hope
I had is gone like the one I had and she knows

We used to always have these expectations (Yeah)
And now we both quiet now the shit is being regulated (Yeah)
We used to always have a conversation (Yeah)
And now we both hate each other stuck being crossfaded (Yeah)

I said I'm sorry she don't wanna hear it
I'm now the one she fearing
I take a look at myself as my demons blast my ear in
I didn't mean to hurt her
I never meant to fight
But she know that I lost my job and with liquor in sight
I take a sip and puff some smoke
Just to get lost and faded
My vision blurry blacking out
I head out to the terrace
I book a flight to Paris
We standing by the Eiffel
I'm still on medication
So I hope that I could rival
All of these motherf*cking thoughts that go inside my brain
Thought I was joking
On the ledge I'm bout to turn insane
Don't know why she still with me
I could hurt her at this moment
Maybe throw her off the balcony here and no one knows it
What she don't is
I went through her phone and saw her posting
Provocative videos and pictures to someone toasting
She being flirty guess she got tired of nerdy
And wanted someone more athletic copesthetic instead of boring
I got half a mind to slit her throat and leave her laying
All over the ground blood spilling with opera playing
Is that ironic how you wanted somebody saying
They had to be classical now look at you with no escaping

We used to always have these expectations (Yeah)
And now we both quiet now the shit is being regulated (Yeah)
We used to always have a conversation (Yeah)
And now we both hate each other stuck being crossfaded (Yeah)