Xenai - I'm Fine Lyrics

She flying both ways in the night time
Can't relate she do this in her past time
Talking to her demons on the phone line
Never to a sec to see if I'm fine
Well I'm fine
She flying both ways in the night time
Can't relate she do this in her past time
Talking to her demons on the phone line
Never to a sec to see if I'm fine
Well I'm fine
I drive one way in the night time
Wrong way and I got no headlights
Most of ya'll be thinking this is suicide
Well it is I don't give a f*ck if you cry
I've been through enough in my own life
Just enough to know that I won't die
Yeah I tried
I tried thrice
You were never there for me when I needed it the most
No text no call I was at my lowest
Left a life that I had behind like a ghost
Maybe it was necessary I don't wanna boast
Now you're just a dead apparition I was living in a prison
Of my own issues and you said that you tried but you
Gave up on our vision, we were on a mission, left it to division
And you cried and I cried but we're fine now
Yeah I'm fine now
I think I'm fine now
Yeah I'm fine now
No, no I'm still missing you
I know that's not what you wanna hear but it's true
I hate to admit it but I need you
You love to admit that you don't need me
You wanna hear I'm getting better on my own
You wanna hear the things that I've outgrown
That my thoughts don't abuse me when I'm all alone
That I've stopped hurting me so the voices go
Well I've found a way to kill myself without killing myself
That demon in my head is dying of thirst
I can never talk about it coz I tried with you and you said
That with me it would never work
Well I talk to God a lot these days and to myself I write a verse
I feel blessed a lot these days but without you I feel cursed but yeah I'm fine now
I'm fine now
I think I'm fine now
Yeah I'm fine
Fine now
I think I'm fine now
No I think I'm fine now
Yeah I'm fine now