Mask Video (MV)

Where you been where you at where you heading to
I don't know, all I know is I'ma push on through
I got a burning hell in my heart, hey how about you
Don't worry my mask covers up all of my real truth
I been dreaming bout that day when I know I can say
Yah I do know where I'm going oh I found my way
But right now don't ask me that question oh I'm still stray
Smile on my face pulls you in, you see me, and run away
You run away
You run away from me
You see me face to face and clear out of there right away-ay
Outside I'm pretty okay-ay
But you draw near and feel a different way
Oh I know you feel it
Oh I yes know there cant be any escape out of this place
Forever I have wanted to get out but there is just no way
Oh I've looked all over for it just find a key
But after years here yes I know that there just can't be
On a journey I've been looking I've been learning
I've been wondering what you feel when you look at me out here
Not the Caleb on the outside that you clearly see
Strip off the cover and show the real, ay how is he
How is he? ay how is he
How does it look from the bottom of the hole
A tiny speck of light is all you see
Cause that's all I am yah that is real for me
So don't go looking for things
That you don't wanna believe
You know how I am always smiling laughing or happy
The tears that come don't ever get past the mask that you see
And every night when I get home and lie inside my bed
I look up to the ceiling, wondering if I'm really dead
Cause that's how it feels to be me, it seems I'm living a lie
My wall blocks all real feelings, that's why I never cry
All this time I have been living or no slowly dying
And I've been trying to break out, but there is just no time
I fear if I don't leave this jail soon, in here I'll die
And I really need to escape, please don't ask why
Cause if you haven't been trapped in here
Then just don't even try
You'll never understand living, breathing, but not being alive
I'm still in here, God please tell me why
I want to get out but I don't have a Guide
But wait who is that knocking, saying open wide
I know if I listen I might just survive