Xcalebjonesx - Finding Myself Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder
What my purpose is on this earth
Through all the pain and the hurt
Nothing ever seems to make sense to me
Who am I supposed to be
At times I lash out
Like I'm ready for a bout
But I don't wanna fight
I know that it's not right
It's not me to be angry
I know now how to control my anger
And it's with a pen and a paper
Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself
I've had my heart broken many times
I never thought I would cope with rhymes
This notebook has really helped me
It's my therapy
I used to say things that were crazy
Some people got caught in the crossfire
I'm not a liar
I like to keep it real
Say words people feel
Sometimes it strikes fear
So when it is too much I say it here
So when it is too much I say it here
Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself
I'm shocked that it took me this long to discover this talent
No I'm not mad about it
Maybe if I started writing in high school
I would come off as a big tool
I had so much hate and angst in me
I wouldn't have been able to make a Happy or For the Streets
Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself
Finding myself