I lay in bed at night
And it haunts me in my dreams
You can't save me
These intrusive thoughts
They kill me
They hurtin' me deep
Feel like the loser that they call me
The expectation from society
It's like I'm being ripped apart and stitched
Patched up and sent on the way
Like a plaster on a crack
I don't feel as though I've healed
So psychologically numb
I wanna feel again
I wanna love again
I only see the night sky
And it reminds me to take solice in the truth
That I ain't so important
Doesn't even matter if I try
Good, alright or a bad guy
No one sees you through the same eyes
So why try?
So why lie?
This is me
Imperfect
Perfectly imperfect
I'll never amount to you
I'll never surmount to shit through your eyes
I can only surmount to myself
F*ck you!