Xavier Nobi - Lotus Lyrics

Forming relations that only got me heated
I was too petty to realize it ain't needed
Calling for mercy after the roots are seated
Guess situations only confirmed the reason
You were the headache i never knew i needed
All of a sudden i'm grounded with my feet and,
You went and settled for something so receding
You moving backwards with no purpose or meaning
Don't understand the way you move
Had your way always you do
Best for me to go
Stay rite where you know
Can't understand the way you move
Had my way away from you
Still i right my wrongs
Still need to learn the ropes
Tell me have you hit the low
Hope you thinkin' 'bout me more
Till you don't know where to go
Right or wrong, not opposed
Been about a thousand ways i've
Fled or crawled away to reclaim my throne
Don't care if i'm wrong
I don't need to give you reasons
Selfish ways have paid when the fires gone
Don't care if i'm wrong
Hope you not blinded
By the beginning of feelings
I got chip on my shoulder
That tends to show me the realest
And if my head in the clouds
Ain't no way its clouding the vision
All of your fantasy statements
Made me the ultimate victim
Headaches and headaches
I bet you waited for my time to go
Head of defenses made sure
My fabric made of calico
Guess its whatever to get you ready
For The Truman Show
Keeping my guard up
Think i've been stuck in a survival mode
Tell me have you hit the low
Hope you thinkin' 'bout me more
Till you don't know where to go
Right or wrong, not opposed