I talk to God, sometimes I question if you really hear me
Is what I'm chasing a facade or am I really in it
How long until I f*cking pop? If I die, they forget me
Sometimes I feel like I should stop, I'm at war with decisions
Gotta unplug from the world, take a day off from the earth
I ain't dealing with no problems till tomorrow
Living fast and dying paid, I'm used to walking through the blaze
But I ain't dealing with nobody till tomorrow
He a long way from the place, and mental space from where he started
Everybody up in his face, they play fake, but he's not bothered
Don't really got nothing to show for it, he gon' drive your team to dollars
She been stressing in that college , spending money all retarded
Cause I be buying shit I want, but then I never need
Feel but I don't ever speak
That money make the world go round regardless
Feel like his life don't got no meaning, they gon' judge him off the screening
And the ones who care the most got it the hardest
Only sorry to my mom when I don't pick up the phone
Drama while I'm on the road
They don't know the half, I'm pushing past, I'm trying to change the tone
But I'm loving what them lessons did for me
You know I'm loving what them blessings did for me
I talk to God, sometimes I question if you really hear me
Is what I'm chasing a facade or am I really in it
How long until I f*cking pop If I die, they forget me
Sometimes I feel like I should stop, I'm at war with decisions
Gotta unplug from the world, take a day off from the earth
I ain't dealing with no problems till tomorrow
Living fast and dying paid, I'm used to walking through the blaze
But I ain't dealing with nobody till tomorrow
I talk to God, sometimes I question if you really hear me
Is what I'm chasing pop If I die, they forget me
Sometimes I feel like I should stop, I'm at war with decisions