xaochu - feel again Lyrics

Ah
Sunday afternoon I sit in silence waiting for the sun to set
Staring at blank pages mocking laughing at me for my empty mind
A stationary bubble
Thought I'd have no trouble
Thought I knew enough to dig my heart up be immortal
But I let it marinate in isolation 'til it's shapeless tasteless baseless in a bottle
All I want, all I want, all I want is to feel something
But my heart is too cold, is too numb to love something
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I could be someone
So someone would make me feel again
Traded all my thoughts for pills that numb me so I could be ok
Now I am too poor to find them in the big gaps of my empty mind
A stationary bubble
Thought I'd have no trouble
Thought I could smoke some dope to feel myself get arousal
But I'm just a zombie losing in destruction can't win can't fight can't stand can't stay in the battle
All I want, all I want, all I want is to feel something
But my heart is too cold, is too numb to love something
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I could be someone
So someone would make me feel again
Tonight I go to sleep with my eyes wide open
Staring out at the moon and the stars that flicker to the rhythm of the ticking clock
I wonder if someone somewhere is doing the same
Waiting for their heart to find their way to mine
All I want, all I want, all I want is to feel something
But my heart is too old, is too done to love something
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I, could be someone
So someone would make me feel again
Ah