Xanderthedread - R.O.M Lyrics

What do you see when you look at me
A monster
A robot
Tell me
What do you see when you look at me

The smile that everyone sees isn't real
Its an illusion of what you feel
If I cant be with you then I wanna die
Staring at a teal moonless sky
I'm useless like a bird who cant fly
I can't take this sorry if I don't reply
I wanna take the shot but I might miss
Death seems like a slight bliss
Should I try this

What do you see when you look at me
A monster
A robot
Tell me
What do you see when you look at me

I'm acting like a bitch
Throw me in the ditch
I'll never become rich
This sin won't get published
I'm rubbish
Grin is slugish
I've been foolish
Cant continue this
Iv got nothing to show for me life
I think ima go buy a new knife
I think iv got the courage to take my life
I'm absolutely disgusted by the reflection I see in the mirror
My brain is leaking
Maybe pain will clot it
Baby help me stop it
I'm acting like a white girl who doesn't know math...
I cant even...
Haha

What do you see when you look at me
A monster
A robot
Tell me
What do you see when you look at me