XAevitus - It's A Beautiful Evening Lyrics

It's a beautiful evening
I see the trees turn as the colour was leaving
Im fully on my feet
Ive been done with bleeding
My body's getting numb
My boy was getting done for a third of the feeling
My lungs were getting burnt but my mental was healing
I think about the past blowing smoke to the ceiling
I try to fall asleep but..

I try to fall asleep
It's a beautiful evening
I wake myself up fresh Js on the feet then
I step outside the yard putting exes in pre tense
I didn't mean to lie but
The party could be liver
I step outside the function
I saw you with an ex but
I cannot make assumptions
Nah
No you didn't wanna answer
I hit you with a text
You reacted with laughter
Pause

Think about the time that I took you away
From the place where your friends tried to lead you astray
I said calm yourself girl I'm minutes away
Took you down to the place
That you like to go sit
When your minds getting too much for you to exist
I will never give you too much
Too much that's it
It don't even matter who loves your lows don't hit
When your sitting with me
You jump into ride hit the river with me
I don't act like other guys u can listen to me
Lay your head down on my chest feel the rhythm with me

So take a look in my eyes
Can you tell that I'm damaged or do I hide it with lies
Can you tell that I panic now when I see you with guys
I don't ever retaliate but inside of me died
I think a part of me tried
To find a way to make you happy til you said im to nice
Im like a backseat driver taking part in my life
I see correct ways of doing things that never go right
So now I think its my time
I took myself to the river I had something to find
Its called closure
2 more nights and its over
Looking to past
Until somebody said
Its no closer

But its a beautiful evening
I see the trees turn as the colour was leaving
Im fully on my feet
I been done with bleeding
My body's getting numb
But I'm finally healing
I think I'm done with this feeling
I see your face turn as the colour was leaving
Im fully on my own so i'm done with the breathing
A blessing is a blessing its a beautiful evening