Yeah, yeah, yeah
I've been thinking real shit
Bottom of the bottle make me pop a couple pills and end it real quick
Doubted out in silence that's the reason I don't feel shit
Realness
Pushin me to lose all of my feelings
Will this
Ever get me far inside the life I'm tryna live
Since a kid
Ive been practicing my rhymin now I'm him
I got my itty bitty numbers make me feel like I'm this shit
But will I make it any farther I don't know I'm caving in
Putting all my effort into something you don't get
I got no mothaf*cking patience losing sight of what I wished
I got nobody that's around me who will ever bump my shit
And now dreams are getting farther why the f*ck is life like this
Burn me down
Put my corpse in the ground
Everyone will post me and could talk about me now
How I
Could've been the king of my sound
Pour four shots to the face throwback
They don't love you like they should've till there is no turning back
And They will never f*cking care until it benefits them best
That is a story told by millions but nobody likes the facts
And that your friends are not your friends until you get them f*cking mad
That's when the truth comes rising out them then they spew it out their chest
Bitch I got a ghost as my best friend
Death is talking and I think he really knows best
Telling me to cut my mic and lay down have a slow rest
Put the barrel to my mouth and let me have a long
Put it to my brain
Blow away
All of the shit that I think
Won't be okay till my demons can sing what I say
Only ones pushing my name